I'm not gonna lie, it's been a rough month. I have felt further from God than I have in a long while. I know that he is by my side, I...

I have known since I was young that God has called me to a life of worship. He speaks to me through song, through music. I pray through...

God asked me to start reading Job. Great, I get to read one of the most depressing books in the Bible! A couple days into reading I found...

We may think that our future is uncertain, but God already knows what it holds. Through the last week I have been preparing for my future...

It's been a while. I guess I didn't really know what to say until now, but here it goes. Since my last post in May a lot has been going...

Through this last week and a half I have found healing, yes; but with healing comes recovery, And recovery isn't always easy. I have been...

The last three weeks have been everything but good for me. Another depressive episode, full of anxiety and exhaustion. Three weeks of...

I've always wanted to be and feel free. above all else I want to love and be loved. I hold a passion in my heart for reaching out to...

Though anxiety lives within me so does my God. Learning to have grace for myself is something I have always struggled with. Being...

It's spring, and as we look outside we see rain, rain, and more rain. Being stuck in our houses it seems easy to stare out the window and...

Sometimes it can feel like there are flames surrounding us. We try our best to put it out, desperately using our tears to extinguish the...

I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty upset about the lock down on Washington state. I realize that the government is just trying to keep people...

In the midst of all the chaos I didn't really understand the big deal. I was just tired of how rude the world had become. In the panic of...

Life can feel like a storm; all the negatives, all the disappointment, all the worries and fears constantly being blown in our faces. We...

The view from my house is amazing! The snowy mountains, the frosted evergreens, the mist that floats above the river. I missed this view,...

I've done it, I got my GED, I got my drivers license; but what's next? I had a plan to go to the leadership college through my home...

My community seems to be flooded with depression and suicide; yet the only people who are willing to talk about it are the people who...

The last two weeks haven't been easy for me. I've been struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, and a whole lot of stress....

We all have a little phoenix in us. I know that isn't always easy to believe especially with the struggles that life throws at us. This...

I'm about to say something that a lot of you might not like. It's a hard truth that most aren't willing to accept. Suicide is murder. One...

Just as a friendship should be, just as a marriage should be, our relationship with God requires time and effort. But here is where we...

A lot has happened in the last few days. I finally found some answers. "For she had built her faith upon a rock which was strong but did...

I felt like someone needed to hear this, I know I did; so here we go. Just because it didn't work out, just because it was wrong doesn't...

I open my eyes but I'm still dreaming. Is it just a dream or will this someday become my reality? Ever since I was old enough to talk, I...

Monday night my boyfriend and I broke up. Wednesday would have been one year of us being together. Now, before you go jumping to...

It's officially October! And we all know what that means... Halloween. I am beyond excited for pumpkin patches and caramel apples. It's...

Apple cider, Halloween, sweater weather, I'm ready for it all. Fall here I come! I'm stepping out, doing new things with my life. This...

August first I turned 18. I have to start adulting now. This means making my own phone calls and signing my own papers. but it also means...

Good. I am good at a lot of things; but I'm not great at anything. I can't seem to do anything quite right. I've done theater for 10...

I'm try. I try to be a good person, a good friend. I try to reach out and I try to participate. But, I'm beginning to realize that I am...

It's that time of year again, graduation. This year was supposed to be my senior year. They treated me like one; senior nights for cheer...

Life is like a roller coaster it has its ups and downs. But for some of us life is an extreme coaster. It goes upside down and backwards,...

The first half of my February was a bit boring, not a lot happened. I had school and that was about it. I made time for my family, my...

The new year is here. I was hoping to start out this year different from the last. Unfortunately we're still in January and I just got...

It's December and we all know what that means, the holidays. We've all been running around in the holiday craze trying to cook and bake...

First off I'd like to apologize for not posting in forever and a half. However, I have been crazy busy with life. In September I became a...

Camp. Last year at summer camp God freed me from my eating disorder. I went into this year with great expectations. The theme this year...

It's finally hitting me, like a brick upside the head. Lexi is leaving soon. Soon, she is leaving on her senior trip and creeping up on...

Yep, that's right, again. 5th times a charm. Another REALLY rough day full of suicidal thoughts, ending with an explosion of emotion,...

I feel like I'm going crazy. So much has happened in the last month and I don't even know where to begin. well, I guess I'll start with...

I laid there shaking, Tuesday. My day had been okay, my mood seemed fine. and then it hit. Depression. I was shaking and crying and I...

February 2018. I packed my bags with excitement and went on my way to the G3 conference. I had heard so much about it but this was my...