First off I'd like to apologize for not posting in forever and a half. However, I have been crazy busy with life. In September I became a cheerleader. It's taken the majority of my time, I love it though. I was talking to my cousin just yesterday (she's a cheerleader at a different school) she said the football players aren't very kind to them. It made me think, I'm proud to not only be a cheerleader but a Grizzly cheerleader. We have respect for our players and in return they respect us. I'm glad to be a part of the Griz ohana. Beyond becoming a cheerleader school has also started. I'm in choir, band, drama, and radio. I'm taking my GED so I don't need high school credits. Therefore, I get to enjoy the things I love and chase my dreams in music, theater, and media broadcasting. Through all of this I'm facing a decision; should I cheer for basketball season? I love cheer and I love my team. I just don't know if I can mentally be there for games, practice, and competitions. I want to be a reliable teammate, I just don't know if I can and I don't want to let my team down. My skills in jumps and tumbling are lacking and I would hate to hold back the team in any way, shape or form. I don't know if I would even make the team. I also miss theater and was considering the spring musical. I'm trying to juggle too many things and I need to get my priorities straight. I have my family, church, my boyfriend, school, friends, cheer. It's all so much and I feel like my brain is going to explode! The last few days have been especially difficult for me. Today, November 10th, Is the one year anniversary of the day my aunt passed away. I can still remember that night like it was a month ago. It drives me crazy to think that she's gone. I want to say her time was cut short that it wasn't supposed to be this way and that somehow I could've stopped it; but I know that there's a bigger plan. That it was her time and that no matter how much it hurts us, I can't change what happened on November 10th 2017.
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