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Holding Chains
I'm not gonna lie, it's been a rough month. I have felt further from God than I have in a long while. I know that he is by my side, I...
E.V. Johnson
Jan 25, 20212 min read
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Lord, I don't feel like singing
I have known since I was young that God has called me to a life of worship. He speaks to me through song, through music. I pray through...
E.V. Johnson
Nov 10, 20202 min read
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Feeling like Job
God asked me to start reading Job. Great, I get to read one of the most depressing books in the Bible! A couple days into reading I found...
E.V. Johnson
Nov 8, 20202 min read
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Uncertain Journey
We may think that our future is uncertain, but God already knows what it holds. Through the last week I have been preparing for my future...
E.V. Johnson
Oct 4, 20202 min read
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Different, Okay.
It's been a while. I guess I didn't really know what to say until now, but here it goes. Since my last post in May a lot has been going...
E.V. Johnson
Sep 25, 20203 min read
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This Battle is Won.
Through this last week and a half I have found healing, yes; but with healing comes recovery, And recovery isn't always easy. I have been...
E.V. Johnson
May 15, 20202 min read
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Plan B
The last three weeks have been everything but good for me. Another depressive episode, full of anxiety and exhaustion. Three weeks of...
E.V. Johnson
May 8, 20202 min read
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Freedoms confusion
I've always wanted to be and feel free. above all else I want to love and be loved. I hold a passion in my heart for reaching out to...
E.V. Johnson
Apr 21, 20202 min read
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Grace
Though anxiety lives within me so does my God. Learning to have grace for myself is something I have always struggled with. Being...
E.V. Johnson
Apr 14, 20202 min read
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Gardener
It's spring, and as we look outside we see rain, rain, and more rain. Being stuck in our houses it seems easy to stare out the window and...
E.V. Johnson
Apr 6, 20202 min read
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Fire
Sometimes it can feel like there are flames surrounding us. We try our best to put it out, desperately using our tears to extinguish the...
E.V. Johnson
Mar 31, 20202 min read
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Isolated
I'm not gonna lie, I'm pretty upset about the lock down on Washington state. I realize that the government is just trying to keep people...
E.V. Johnson
Mar 24, 20202 min read
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Warriors of Faith
In the midst of all the chaos I didn't really understand the big deal. I was just tired of how rude the world had become. In the panic of...
E.V. Johnson
Mar 20, 20202 min read
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Storm
Life can feel like a storm; all the negatives, all the disappointment, all the worries and fears constantly being blown in our faces. We...
E.V. Johnson
Mar 6, 20202 min read
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Home
The view from my house is amazing! The snowy mountains, the frosted evergreens, the mist that floats above the river. I missed this view,...
E.V. Johnson
Feb 27, 20202 min read
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What's Next?
I've done it, I got my GED, I got my drivers license; but what's next? I had a plan to go to the leadership college through my home...
E.V. Johnson
Feb 11, 20202 min read
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Smile
My community seems to be flooded with depression and suicide; yet the only people who are willing to talk about it are the people who...
E.V. Johnson
Feb 4, 20202 min read
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Just Eat
The last two weeks haven't been easy for me. I've been struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, and a whole lot of stress....
E.V. Johnson
Jan 29, 20202 min read
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Phoenix
We all have a little phoenix in us. I know that isn't always easy to believe especially with the struggles that life throws at us. This...
E.V. Johnson
Jan 22, 20202 min read
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Life
I'm about to say something that a lot of you might not like. It's a hard truth that most aren't willing to accept. Suicide is murder. One...
E.V. Johnson
Jan 15, 20202 min read
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